sparrowdown: Great points. She definitely has her motives, although I have not really thought about whether she is sharing these experiences with others or not. It makes sense, of course... even moreso, when I look back at the most recent teacher that came to study with me during the daytime (a different elder's wife, but not a pioneer. She had clear mental and personality issues, and we spent a lot of time visiting and a little time studying. She loved to talk!) Miss K came without her partner, Miss W, this time. I'm not sure if Miss W will come again, or ??
Old Hippie: You are right, I am not relaying the conversations word for word. I am recalling to the best of my ability, and sometimes the things she said or I said are not in the order they occurred. Sorry it's so confusing and disorganized!! I'm just sharing my experience, and taking note of responses I get from people who have been on the other side. I'm not perfect, and I definitely make a lot of mistakes, both in what I say to her, and then when I try to accurately recall the conversation. While we are talking, I am not thinking about remembering it, in order to write it down. I am usually trying to follow her train of thought, and avoid the temptation and little hooks she throws out, in attempts to change the subject.
If you've ever talked to a JW woman, you know that the conversation tends to drift all over the place. I think I am the same way... not sure if it is just because I am a woman, and can't keep myself focused, or if I just get distracted and sidetracked easily. There are so many small and big differences between what JW's say, and the rest of the world... When I talk to Miss K, who is an acquaintance, it is evident to both of us, that the other is holding things back. She will say things like, "I can tell you have doubts," or "There seem to be flags coming up in your mind," or "I'm sure you have read a lot of apostate information," or "I don't know exactly what you are thinking about." She tries to get me to change the subject, or bring up something new. She does this a LOT... like pumping me for objections, so she can pounce on me and try to get me to be specific or defend a position that I don't really hold.
When we are talking, I feel like she is always just waiting for me to slip up, and give her something to grab onto and start questioning me about. Neither of us stays on topic very well, and both of us are trying to outwit the other.
I have a difficult time being concise with my words. I'm sorry if my freeform recollections are confusing or seem dishonest in any way. I have no motive to spend all this time on JWN, making up stories.
Regarding the exact words of Jesus, and whether he did or did not use the personal name of the Father... I can't claim to know the exact words of Christ. You're right I wasn't there when Christ was crucified. (I'm not familiar with that song.). But for some reason, Miss K DOES know... since she reads and studies words written through God's channel? I was just pointing out that her claim is not in the Bible, but she wants me to believe it is true (because she "Just KNOWS it's the Truth").
We were talking about why Jesus came to the earth. Miss K claimed that Jesus came to make his name known, and told us to use it. She made the assertion, that "OBVIOUSLY Jesus used it," but when I asked her to show me where it said that in the Bible, she could not. Her statement really took me by surprise, since I'd never heard anyone say it that way, nor read it in the scriptures. If it was such an important direction, why did none of the 4 apostles record it? Why is there no example of Jesus actually calling his Father by name? And if we really were supposed to learn God's name from Jesus, why didn't He tell us how to pronounce it?
But I will rely on what is actually written in the Bible, to tell me what happened and what Jesus said, and use my own discernment. I am trying not to go beyond what the scriptures say.